Departure.

A fainting dawn light.
At the end of a dark night.

A huge awful train.
Waiting under the rain.

The departure horn.
Penetrates the heart like a thorn.

And a very sad couple.
Standing in sorrow among the huddle.

She is holding his hand.
For that pain she can not stand.

He is looking into her eyes.
Only one look and he is able to realize.

That leaving without her.
For him means to die lonely out there.

She gives him a hug saying " Do not Go".
His arms around her, he replies " Wish I could do "


" Do not leave me alone " this is what she last says.
He kisses her hand promising to remember their days.

Again the horn is calling
They feel their dreams are falling.

She covers her face holding a painful yell.

He rides the train , with tears he bids her farewell.

At The Same Time.

Happened somewhere.

A true story.

Sitting by her P.C… staring at the screen…Waiting ….Waiting and waiting….
She misses him ….she is dreaming of the day when she meets him … which dress will she wear… which perfume would she use… what is the first thing she would say…
a pretty smile comes to her face as she knows well that whenever she meets him she keeps silent for about 10 minutes which she spends in her shyness…..Moments…. then she decides to give him a call as she misses him so much.



Driving his car …in his way to work….Thinking…Thinking and thinking ….
He is angry , he has got a lot of troubles in his work … things are complicated
and he is fed up…. The sound of his phone draws his attention bringing him
back from his deep thinking to reality…he picks up his phone … it is her name showing up in the phone screen…. his heart is beating … moments … then he cancelles.


She believes he is busy ,,, Of course he will call me back when he gets time for calling … Again thinking of him … she feels pity for all these troubles through which
he is going … Thinking about how can she help relieving his pain….thinking ….thinking and thinking ….Moments , then she shuts down her P.C



He thinks of her … He is leading a wave of despair ...he is no more able to go
through this relationship … he has got enough troubles to go through this…
he wants some peace… she has got no more place here in his life…she is wonderful ...YET ,I am not happy with this… I got to stop…How…???
Thinking …Moments , then he stops the car.

She goes to her room , putting on her cloths…. She is planning for a surprise …
She will go and meet him today , may be this will help him through
his troubles …" Of course meeting me will bring him some happiness
… ok … mmmm … yea this perfume …he likes it… now done …
where is the mobile and the keys …ok let's go …. She goes out slamming the door.


He picks up his phone ,,, stares at it for a while , then he starts thinking
" shall I call her ??
" No of course she will start weeping and I can not stand her tears ….ok… what ???
yea I will send her a message explaining everything…
He starts writing while his heart beats are shouting out loud …
his heart is bleeding , yet his mind is pushing him forward to go on in his decision….Moments ,,, then again he is writing.


She takes a taxi to the station as he is not working in the same city ,
he is far away , but nothing matters , all what matters for her is to see him ….
she gets on the car traveling to the city where he works….
The driver turn on the C.D player and the sound of a very romantic song invaded
her heart… once again she is sink in the lovely thoughts about their love…
she misses him so much …. Looking out of the window she starts dreaming of his smile ….and the lovely look of his eyes…. Mmmm … dreaming … dreaming and dreaming ….she tells herself

oh

I love him so much…


Words are conflicting in his mind ,, what should he say … how best can he put
an end to this … he is exhausted … I am no more able to think… mmmm
moments and he allows words to flow out of his mind without thinking…
writing … writing … and writing …. Pause … then he decides to
read the message …ok now I am done … hope she understands this…
he is hesitating ….moments … his heart beats are shouting … his mind is insisting ,,,then he pushes the button sending the message …looking into his mobile ,,, his eyes can not believe that " Message is sent "… he waits to get the delivery report …moments , then back driving the car.


She is totally occupied with her dreams … her heart is flying out of
happiness as it is about an hour and she will be with her sweetheart…
her mind is totally devoted to the sweet moments which she is going
to spend with him … here soul is taken by the romantic song to a very far place….
All of a sudden her mobile gives her the alert : "You've got a message" …
She holds on for seconds … " could it be from him ..mmm " let's find out….
She picks up her mobile …1 message received … she pushes the button
opening it … oh it is from him .. her heart starts beating strongly …
But what is this … Sorry
Is that really the word " Sorry " why does he say sorry … mmm may be because he could not answer me "
Oh …No…Moments … Silence … Silence … Her eyes are going through
the message… her heart is getting crashed into small pieces… her soul is
taken away … her mind is shocked….she is stunned … she feels as if
she is having a terrible nightmare … she tells herself " No …
there must be something wrong " May be it is a trick … he must be writing something at the end to explain that he is just kidding …No
It is just like that… He is killing our relationship …
he is putting a strict end to every thing. Just like that …!!!!!!
Tears are flowing …. She is trying to hide her tears behinds her sunglasses …
she is trying to calm down … she feels she is collapsing …. She is about to faint…
she feels she is not able to talk … her voice is gone …pain takes her breath away suddenly she hears the voice of the driver telling the passengers that here is the end of the trip… she steps down from the car…

She is standing in the middle of the road … in another city … the city where her lover is driving his care someplace…" What should I do ? " I feel I am dying … Should I call him to ask " Why ??" did I do him any wrong … ok if so I will say I am sorry …. If not then why ?
I must tell him that I can not go through this life without him by my side… thinking … thinking …thinking .. then suddenly she hears the sound of her mobile ringing … the sounds of the cars … oh the place is to crowded .. trying to cross the road while thinking of what is going on … A taxi hits her and she falls down.


He arrives at his work…. He is checking his mobile … she did not send any messages … she did not call …May be she did not get the message …May be she is away from the phone …There must be some reaction from her … I know her…what 's up??
Any way … back to work … Good news comes to him …. One of his troubles is solved … Now he can have some rest … again taking a look at the mobile … but nothing … nothing … nothing … What's wrong ?? … ok …back to his troubles… then finishing the work he is still expecting any reaction from her … but still the same silence....His heart is broken....Soul is bleeding.


He is Driving back to his city.

She stands up … " I am fine … I am fine " weeping … stunned , yet no wounds … "ok thanks …I am fine ..
Moments of crying… I was about to die …I am already dying … I need to go back home … I am shivering … I need to sleep … I do not want to see any one ..I am dying ….I am collapsing …How can he do this to me … why ?? there must be something wrong …my mind is splitting … he loves me ..yea I know…..why he abandons me ..I need to sleep … deep sleeping … she walks again into the station ..


She rides the car back to her city.

They live in the same city.

She is missing him.

He is yearing to her.

:(

I am not Angry.
I am not depressed.
I am not frustrated.
I am not worried.
I am not afraid.
I am not broken.
I am not surrendering.
I am not dying.
Simply
I feel so much sadness in my Heart.
I feel so much despair in my Soul.
I feel so painful agony crushing my life.

Baskouta

Remember me ????????!!!!0

Do you still remember me?
Do you remember how we used to be?

Do you remember our days?
Our dreams , our wishes and our sayings?

Do you remember the shinning look in my eyes ?
each time I saw you , I saw the sunrise.

Do you remember our walks?
Our Silence and our talks?

Do you remember when you first invaded my land?
And the game we played hand in hand?

Do you remember how I loved the chocolate you brought?
Do you remember our last discussion in that big boat?

Do you remember how you changed my heart?
Do you remember your promise to never get apart?

Do you remember all these things ?? or they become old?
But ,wait I do remember that one day you told me that Old is Gold.

The Loving Spirit...!!!0

I am here
I am there
I am everywhere
I am in the air
There is no place to spare
I am only here to take care
So please treat me fair
I am not a nightmare
I am just one of those spirits which we call rare
And after passing away this is all the tare
For my soul has got no lair
But to stay here
To be very near
Baby, there is nothing to fear
And no burden to bear
Just , believe I am here
I am there
I am everywhere.

Baskouta:

Who said by death love comes to an end

The Valentine's Morning

With the gentle beams of sunrise.
Our Princess opens her eyes.

To find over her pillow a red rose.
The Rose seems beautiful and smooth.

Besides there is a pinky Note.
In which there is a nice Quote.

The Quote carries a lovely greeting.
Yet this is not what she was waiting.

She feels what he wrote of sweet words
As if accompanied with melodies of birds.

He Wrote:
Good Morning Sweet Heart.
I wish you a lovely day to start.


Happy Valentine's Day To all of you.

Come And Celebrate The Valentine.....

Hello every Body
How are you?
Hope you are having a very good time.

It is Valentine Time

There is no where to go
Love is surrounding you everywhere.
Red Hearts
Red Roses
Red Bouquets
Red Words
Even Red Clothes

Any Way
Here we are couples , singles , or even separated.

In celebration of Valentine's day and due to the painful fact that I am Lonely in this day.
Crying Face

I brought A Valentine Question To all of you.

" By the Way there is no room here in this post for words such as
it is a day for love of every one not couples in particular …ok ok I agree it is for love in general, but let us face it.
Frankly it is a Day for couples….Hush Not a single word"

It is for couples.

Now it is time for my Question.

First
I will tell you the rules which every one of you should follow in order to answer my question.
1
Read My Question
2
Take a breath
3
let go of the deep sigh which will come out of your heart as a result of reading my Question

4
Close your eyes

5
set your soul free and let it fly into an imaginary world full of falling hearts
Imagine
Yea Imagine
Dream
Or just feel the joy of love
Recall the past
Or
Describe the most desired future
Be as you wish with your imaginary lover.

6
Open your eyes

كفاية يعني مش هنغمض طول الوقت مش هنام احنا يعني

7
Write down the Answer which you draw in your imaginary world.

8
post this in a comment right here

9
leave
Go Home

اصلك مش هتبات هنا يعني


10
Try to Enjoy your time
May Allah bless you.



My Question:
With whom would you like to spend the valentine's day??
In other words
Describe the person with whom you would like to spend your life time?
Describe the partner you wish if he \she is here to share with you Valentine's Day
If you already have a partner then you can simply describe what you most love about him\her
If you are SINGLE
Then allow your heart to imagine the qualities of the person you wish if he\she would be your partner for life time.

I hope you like this post
I am just trying to share with you my own celebration of the Valentine.

Happy Valentine's Day

Baskouta:
Have fun …Love is here … as long as we still see the sun.

A Message to Those who are Giving up their Dreams.

This is going No Where.
We got to fight this despair.
Why not to give it one more try.
Otherwise we are going to die.
Why Not to rearrange our dreams.
For life is not always as it seems.
We might get a new chance.
May be a new hope will glance.
We are not giving up this time.
We are sparing our souls this failure slime.
We will keep up with our strife even with a straw.
We have got an aim & we will never let it go.
We are sticking to our faith so we will not fall.
Together hand in hand we are able to reach our goal.
God created all of us to live together.
And that is the way the world should work forever.

Baskouta:

The despair myth will hand your soul to Death.......

The Ugly beauty

She promised him love , she promised him care.
She promised to be honest and to treat him fair.

She promised him the best of every thing.
She promised to surround him with kindness wing.

She promised to be his sister , his mother , his friend and his lover.
She promised to redeem all what he had of pain and suffer.

But all what she gave to him is nothing of that.
She only gave his life a harsh swat.

She failed his dreams and broke the promise of love.
She did not realize that his love was her gift from above.

She denied his wishes , she abandoned his love boat
Leaving him all alone facing the loneliness thought.

She is not what he dreamed of all life long
She mingled what is right with what is wrong

She let him down in cool blood .
She is so cruel smudging love with mud.

After her , he knew it is better to stay alone
For beauty can also play an ugly tone.

Heart breaking is not limited to one type.
Baskouta

A Message to Her.+رسائل صديقة

When I mean the tender heart
When I say the most beautiful
When I feel the greatest happiness then I will be talking about ……..?????

This Lady … The kind –hearted mother …

The Open-minded mentality
The sentimental personality

This sensitive woman…

The true Friend …The real supporter ….the most caring friend,,, A person who knows how to meet people…How to support the happiness of others and share them their feelings…How to handle the pain of friends …A person who knows when to invade your heart and where to stop… when to help and how to help…A person who respects everyone's privacy .
The shiny smile…A smile that can conquer the strongest castles " Hearts "
A smile that turns the whole world into a sunny warm day
A smile that opens your heart wide and fill it with great cordiality .

A soft hand that know when to hug …when to pat and when to give just a wave.
A pure sense towards every one …. A caring eye that notices all her beloved friends …

These words are not enough and thousands of them will not be enough.
What can I do when Allah gives me someone like that???
How can I tell her that I do love her???
How can I describe the sweet moments which my heart lead when I am with her
I love you my dear …I love you as you are …I love you when you are available and when you are not … I love you when you talk and when you keep silent.
I love you when you are near and when you are away and I do respect your privacy rules..
I love your love, your caring heart , your shiny smile , your warm hug & your being you.

Thanks for Being You

From Baskouta With Love.

The coming words are not mine

They are words written by your friends :

Mano

يكفي انك تقولي فاتيما وبس يعني كل الطيبة وكل حاجه حلوة


واحدة مفروسة

فعلا كل كلمة قلتيها عنها مظبوطة جدااااااا

Adel

بس علي فكرة هي اجمل من كده بكتير قوي كمان

Reem

كل كلمة قلتيها عن فاتيما صح اوى اوى فاتيما من اول ما تشوفيها اول مره تحسي بشعور غريب من الحب ناحيتها وتحسي بالطيبة والحب بيغمرك منها ومن نظرة عيونها بجد بموت فيها وفي صفاء روحها


د\ستيتة

فاتيمايا سلام هو فيه زي فاتيما
الخلاصة يا بساكيتومن حبه ربه حبب فيه الخلائق


سكرة

اد ايه الحضن الحنين واد ايه المشاعر الجميله واد ايه الحب والطيبه ورقه القلب والاحساس العالى والراقى اللى بيأكد انها ليدى بجد وتستاهل اننا ننحنى امامها وامام حبها الفياض اللى لو اتحسب هيعدى مياه البحور والمحيطات ولما تيجى تقول ليدى يبقى لازم الاسم يكون فاتيما ولما تيجى تقولى حنان يبقى برده فاتيما واما تقولى احساس وحب واحترام وود وصداقه كل دا لازم يتقال اسم فاتيما ماكدبتيش وموش جملتى الكلام ولا حاجه انتى بس حاولتى تعبرى ولو قعدتى انتى وعادل وكل الناس تحكوا عن امكم فاتيما موش ممكن يكفيكم اى كلام


Wanda

اول ما قرات السطرين قولت ده فطوم


BoBo

i loved these words about tamtam , and I'm sure she's more beautiful than all our words about her
this is really fatima.. we all love her


الشعب لابد له من حكومة

فاتيما:)دى حته السكر بتاعتنا

أصحابي اللى لعبوا معايا ...يلاااااااا تعالوا بسرعة

Here are the results:

Arranged Synchronically according to Participation.

Eng\ El Sayed

Letter E
The E people are Intellectual , they love books , they usually get themselves involved in intellectual arguments. They also tend to avoid anything that disrupts their harmony. For them Love and relationship represent an interesting challenge. But once they are in a relationship they are extremely loyal. They tend to long term friendships as they are good friends and they appreciate the constant companion.

Color Beige
This color indicate :
Powerful personality adores Stability , able to communicate. One of his characteristics is self confidence. The beige person is so intelligent. Always takes the first initiative yet when angry silence prevail.
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مصري جدا

Letter H
H people are dreamer personalities , for them passion comes first. They are perfectionists and generous by nature. In relationships they are self- devoted , they pay attention , devote time , money and effort for relationships.
H people tend to be quite. They are always looking for a partner who complete their life , who share with them happiness. The H love is sincere , serious in a relationship.
H friend is loyal and a good helper , people can count of him when in trouble.

Color : Brown .
The brown color indicates :
Relaxed person , tends to stable life , humble , love to share things with others. A person who can be so enthusiastic and at the same time calm.

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Fatima

Letter : F
Romantic lover, generous friend. A very private personality adores privacy , but when in events likes to be showy and active. Loyal companion. When in a relationship the F person exerts efforts and time in choosing the best partner and once the f person picks someone then this one would be the partner for life time.

Color TURQUOISE

Full of youth , live in an imaginary world , loves to change life daily acts , able to get refreshed. Cool and like to get new things … creative and able to communicate.


Youssef

Letter Y
The y person is a very independent person. Loves to have the upper hand in a relationship , he likes to control the whole thing when in friendship .he loves to explore things, he can spend a long time just to obtain a sweet moment. He is a vivid lover wants to prove that he is a great partner all the time . The Y person loves to be told how he was when in an event , he loves feedback. Sometimes romantic and open-minded.

Color : Red
The Red color indicates energy , attentive personality all the time , full of passion and healthy dominating partner , when it is time to take decision then the red is determinant and persistence is one of the distinguishing characteristics.

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Adel

Letter A
Interested in particular kinds of actions , business mentality , in love the A person is very active , he can not stay still in front of pretty girls actually an upfront and direct kind of person. Passions comes naturally but full of power. For the A person his needs come at the forefront of priorities sometimes self – concerned. Sometimes you get into troubles because of your enthusiastic thoughts.

Color : Blue:
Lovely personality , interested in knowledge , trustful personality , serious , responsible and social at some levels. Caring and honest person. Spends a lot of time in tranquility . Loyal and integral.

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Dr. Stita

Letter : G.

The G people are always in search for superior match for themselves at the mental and professional levels. They seek perfection in every act and in love they tend to be perfectionist themselves and this makes them difficult to be satisfied. The G persons are Meticulous , for them responsibilities and duties are of prime importance. They love planning for even tiny actions. They are that kind of persons who are able to accomplish tasks.


Color : Pink
Upbeat personality, calm friendly and faithful lover , compassionate with every one. This color indicates femininity and it is so much related to dreamy persons. Easy to feel for others.

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BoBo:

Letter H :
H people are dreamer personalities , for them passion comes first. They are perfectionists and generous by nature. In relationships they are self- devoted , they pay attention , devote time , money and effort for relationships.
H people tend to be quite. They are always looking for a partner who complete their life , who share with them happiness. The H love is sincere , serious in a relationship.
H friend is loyal and a good helper , people can count of him when in trouble.

Color : Blue :
Lovely personality , interested in knowledge , trustful personality , serious , responsible and social at some levels. Caring and honest person. Spends a lot of time in tranquility . Loyal and integral.

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Promise is Promise

Letter : A

Interested in particular kinds of actions , business mentality , in love the A person is very active , he can not stay still in front of pretty girls actually an upfront and direct kind of person. Passions comes naturally but full of power. For the A person his needs come at the forefront of priorities sometimes self – concerned. Sometimes you get into troubles because of your enthusiastic thoughts.

Color : Turquoise
Full of youth , live in an imaginary world , loves to change life daily acts , able to get refreshed. Cool and like to get new things … creative and able to communicate.

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Mo7ammed

Letter : M

Emotional personality , when in a relationship , the M person throws his entire being into it. So enthusiastic and nothing can stop him. The M persons believe in total freedom. They are willing to try anything and everything . full of energy and know how to care for their partners.
Color : Black
Elegant and full of dignity , sophisticated at many levels and mysterious most of the time . Loves to be the master.

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الشعب لابد له من حكومة تشكمه

Letter : S
Sensual , passionate and secretive personality , self –contained and shy , loves privacy because when in privacy the S person tends to reveal feelings. The S person can play any role and any game . when in love the S person takes it seriously . the S person has the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

Color : Red
The Red color indicates energy , attentive personality all the time , full of passion and healthy dominating partner , when it is time to take decision then the red is determinant and persistence is one of the distinguishing characteristics.

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Tears

She did not tell her first letter.

Only the favorite

color : Blue

Lovely personality , interested in knowledge , trustful personality , serious , responsible and social at some levels. Caring and honest person. Spends a lot of time in tranquility . Loyal and integral.

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Timo

Letter T :
Very Sensitive. In love the T person likes the partner who is active and takes the initiative to add enthusiasm to the relationship.
The T person loves music , soft lights , and romantic thoughts turns him on.
Not easy to fall in love , but when in love , the T person is so romantic , idealistic and extremely intense. The T person can make his relationship fits his dreams. Contemplation is part of the T personality.

Color : Gray
Brainy person , sophisticated at some levels , confident and able to take control of things to make every thing efficient. The Gray is a Classy person.

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Illusionist :

Letter : M
Emotional personality , when in a relationship , the M person throws his entire being into it. So enthusiastic and nothing can stop him. The M persons believe in total freedom. They are willing to try anything and everything . full of energy and know how to care for their partners.
Color : Silver :
Prestigious personality , scientific mentality and when in mission the silver is cold but confident.

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Sookara

Letter : S
Sensual , passionate and secretive personality , self –contained and shy , loves privacy because when in privacy the S person tends to reveal feelings. The S person can play any role and any game . when in love the S person takes it seriously . the S person has the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

Color : Black
Elegant and full of dignity , sophisticated at many levels and mysterious most of the time . Loves to be the master.

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And Finally

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Moiiiiiiiiiiii
Anaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Baskouta
Or
Biscy
Or
Basakeetoooo


Letter : H
H people are dreamer personalities , for them passion comes first. They are perfectionists and generous by nature. In relationships they are self- devoted , they pay attention , devote time , money and effort for relationships.
H people tend to be quite. They are always looking for a partner who complete their life , who share with them happiness. The H love is sincere , serious in a relationship.
H friend is loyal and a good helper , people can count of him when in trouble.

Color : Pink
Upbeat personality, calm friendly and faithful lover , compassionate with every one. This color indicates femininity and it is so much related to dreamy persons. Easy to feel for others.




Thanks for those who participated in the Game
I hope you enjoyed your time going through your characteristics .
Hope none of you feel bad about his \her indications. It is all about having some fun
Wish you all the very best.

And

Now

Tell Me Your opinions about what you read about yourselves

Is What you read True or not?

Does it have anything to do with your reality?

Waiting for your reply

!!!!!!!!!!!!

People I missed in my Game
Reem
قوس قزح
اللى كان لازم تكون اول واحدة تشارك لانها اسمها كله الوان
Appy
Dream
King Toot
صاحب عمود النور
Just smile
Blue-Wave
اسمي احمد لو ماخانتنيش الذاكرة
H& M


And
Others

Yala see you el le3ba el gaya InshAllah

Your Baskouta

Let's Play

Following the sweet steps of Most beloved Fatima , I thought about

starting a new Game as an attempt to change the prevailing mood.
Dear Friends and bloggers:

Let 's Play again.

This time it is Letters and Colors Game.

This morning I was surfing the internet and I passed by two sites talking about what your first letter might say about your personality ?? and another one referring to the indication of your favorite color.
I collected the most interesting information , then the idea of starting a new game with you stoke my mind.
So
Our Game

Is
So
Easy.

Tell me the first letter of your Name and I tell you the indication behind this letter.
And
Tell me your favorite color , then I tell you what this says about you.

It is all about having some Fun.

Our choices tell about our personalities …May be we did not get the chance to choose our names , yet we do have the freedom to feel for any color we see.


Waiting for Your First Letter
And Your Favorite color.


To take the first initiative :

My First letter is : H

My Favorite color is : Of course Pink