An Apology

I am No More able to act and react.
I am No More able to believe in any fact.

I am No More able to deal with people.
My life is No More calm and stable.

I am No More that hoping girl with lovely heart.
I am suffering staying alive for every dream is falling apart.

Dear Readers,

Do not tell me :
Oh this is so sad.
Stop this agony Baskouta
Put an end to this sorrow.
Because this is typically me now…. Do not judge my mood and if you are interested in saying some words , then please judge my words…judge the way I expressed myself…
I am really sorry for all my readers who might feel some sadness because of my writings.
Sorry I am doing just what I need to do … I am letting out the feelings here inside my heart because if I buried them deeply , I will be killing myself.
I am writing to express … I am writing to stay alive.

Dear readers ,
If you feel my blog so sad and boring, then I owe all of you an apology for I do not mean to inflect you with such gloomy mood.

You can refrain from coming to my blog and I will understand this with no blame.
And when I am once again that lovely personality who is expressing lovely moods , then you all are most welcome to visit me all the time.
Dad , mom and every one around me told me that this is not me because I used to be strong , I used to fight sadness , I used to find out the best of every event….But Now I am surrendering …I gave up….I am done.


Wish you all the very best.
Broken Baskouta