Four Years Ago...!!!!!

Four years ago , at the same time, I wrote the following poem called " Santa Clause"
Today I was going through my note book and when I saw this poem I thought that It is time to release it. It is true that my heart now is not the same heart with which I wrote this poem , yet it is not a big difference , it is all about some wounds , some scares and a great deal of frustrations, however ,I am just happy because I feel that I am what I used to be , I do feel it and I am lucky that in spite of all the hardships which I experienced, I am still this girl of a loving heart and innocent soul. I still feel love for the whole world. I still wish goodness for every creature over our poor planet.
I still dream…May be it is not the same pinky dream…but it is still a dream. To all the fears , the tears , the pains and the doubts which hurt me so many times I would say: Thanks for letting me know that my nature as a loving innocent girl is too strong to face you and remain the same…It was too strong to go through all these frustrations yet stay able to survive.
I hope you like the Poem.

Santa clause.

A New Year Is Coming…
While I still Know Nothing…

Shall I Have This Feeling…
Or I Will Keep Waiting…

What Is A Great Surprise…
If I Open My Eyes…

To See Santa clause…
Standing Very Close…

Bringing Me A Nice Gift…
When I Open It…

I Find A Card…
From A Man Who is Very Smart…

Saying:
Baby Do not be sad.
One day I will be with you
And in your love I will be Glad.