My Heart followed him

I saw him yesterday

And I can not help to say

That my heart won't hide

The joy he brought passing by my side.

I wanted him to see me

But he did not notice unfortunately

My heart followed him

I wanted to tell the whole realm

That this man used to be my lover

Yea he abandoned me , yet I will love him forever

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I saw you yesterday

And I can not help to say

That in my dreams I see you every single day.

Tales From my Heart.

I Confess.
I can not live without you ……. and I really Confess.
That you are my everything and your love is a pure bliss.

I am trying hard to go on all alone …and I really confess.
That standing watching you walking away for me equals death.

I wish you are getting over the departure pain… and I really confess.
That without you here by my side, life turned to be an awful mess.


The Last Dance.

Dancing over the scattered pieces of my broken heart.
Dancing Slowly…Dancing while my life is falling apart.

The flowing tears are curving their own way over my soul.
And the dancing body is regretting answering the Love Call.

Dancing over the departure cart that is moving very fast.
Dancing… knowing that this dance is truly the last.


Stay away.

How real you are????
Just go away and stay very far.

I am no more this naïve kitten.
You do not know what is really hidden

You never watched a sinking boat.
Bidding life Farewell with every thought.

You never watched a dying sparrow.
With begging eyes full of sorrow.

You never knew how many times I wished you to stay.
And once again here I am asking you to stay , but this time to stay away.


Still Alive.

Yes I am still Alive.
Still trying to strive.
Still waiting for the sunrise.
Trying to be smart an a little wise.

Trying to forgive and to forget.
Refraining from the ugly regret.

Because When something ends …something else starts.
And for the new start I am gathering my torn parts.

From Baskouta With Love.

تم اغلاق بااااااااااب التصويت بالاستفتاء
قريييييييييييييبا نتائج الاستفتااااااااااااااء
تحياتي

Attention Every Body...The Blogs Pollانتباااااااااه ايها السادة والسيدات ها هو استفتااااااء المدونات

Attention Every body….Here is the Blogs Poll

انتبااااااااااااه أيها السادة والسيدات ....هاهو استفتااااء المدونات

Here you can express you opinion frankly ….

Here is the poll of 2009.

Approaching the end of 2009… An idea crossed my mind… Every where all associations are

performing the annual polls … Then why do not we – bloggers – make our own poll.

After spending a whole year 2009 writing posts… Reading for others….following blogs

…..passing by some other blogs….and commenting everywhere….Now it is time to tell our opinions about all

what we went through all along this year… It is the poll of 2009.

مع اقتراب نهاية العام ... من الملاحظ قيام الكثير من المؤسسات والهيئات بإجراء استفتاء لاختيار الأفضل

من بينهم... من هذا المنطلق طرأت لي فكرة إجراء استفتاء خاص بنا ... خاص بالمدونين...بعد قضاء عام

كامل من التدوين ... وقراءة التدوينات ... ومتابعة كتابات الآخرين ... وكتابة التعليقات هنا وهناك.... آن أوان

التعبير عن رأيك

في كل ما فات.... انه استفتاء عام 2009

We bloggers … are all one family … we belongs to our blogs under the broad

umbrella of Self-Expression.

جميعنا أسرة واحدة .... ينتمي كل منا إلى مدونته ... إلا أننا في النهاية نعمل تحت مظلة التعبير عن الذات.

Dear colleagues , you are simply required to participate in this poll which will be

of great benefit for all of us … for those who will obtain the first ranks , as well as

those who will come late …. We all will do our best to be better.

زملائي زميلاتي .... مشاركتنا في استفتاء كهذا شيء قد يعود بالفائدة علينا جميعا.... على من

يأتون في المراتب الأولى بالإضافة إلى من يظهرون في الصفوف الأخيرة ... جميعنا سيعمل

. للأفضل

Each one is to express his opinion frankly and honestly without any compliments.

عبر عن رأيك بصراحة وصدق بعيدا عن أي مجاملات

1-The Best three Blogs.

2-The Best Three bloggers.

3-The Best three commentators.

4-The Best three posts.

5-The Best three layouts.

6-The Best three titles of blogs.

7-The Best three Blogging names.

8-Three Blogs that you must pass by.

9-Three Blogs in which you have to leave a comment.

10-Three blogging events which are most effective.

- 1 أفضل ثلاث مدونات.

- 2 أفضل ثلاث مدونين.

- 3 أفضل ثلاث معلقين.

- 4 أفضل ثلاث تدوينات ( بوستات(.

- 5 أفضل ثلاث أشكال تنسيق ( شكل المدونة(.

- 6 أفضل ثلاث عناوين من عناوين المدونات.

- 7 أفضل ثلاث أسماء تدوينية " مثل اسمك التدويني: سكرة ... ستيتة ... وهكذا " .

- 8 ثلاث مدونات لا يفوتك المرور بها.

- 9 ثلاث مدونات يجب أن تترك بها تعليق.

- 10 ثلاث أحداث تدوينية تركت أثرا.

I hope you all participate and invite the other bloggers in your readings list to participate..

Let's make it a prominent poll….A Bloggers poll.

أتمنى تشاركوا في الاستفتاء وتدعوا كل المدونين للمشاركة.

لنجعله استفتاء مميزا ... استفتاااااااااء يليق بالمدونين والمدونات.

Wish you all the Very Best.

Good luck.

حظ سعيد

Note:

Each one will answer the ten voting items from 1 to 10. each item has three points

Ex:

1. The Best Blogs:

1.

2.

3.

You can answer either in English or in Arabic.

Thanks for being interested in taking part in our poll.

ملاحظة: كل مشارك يجيب عن كل عنصر من عناصر الاستفتاء في ثلاث نقاط مرتبة 1,2,3

يمكنك المشاركة بالإنجليزية أو بالعربية.

تحـــــــــيــــــــــاتي.

بسكوتة

اااااااااااه

نسيت

لو الفكرة مش عاجباكو

قولولي

شيلي البوست ده

من غير ما تحدفوني بالطماطم

واللى مصر يحدفني بحاجة ياريت

كريمة فراولة

او شوكولاتة

اصل انا في الاخر

حتة بسكوتة

ومش هتليق عليا الطماطم

عمركوا شوفتوا بسكوت بالطماطم

معتقدششششششششش

سلاااااااااااااااام

The Difference between me and U.S.A

December 11 In my life.

An awesome day … How can I describe it !!!
A day that will always stay in my heart… How great is it to meet people whom you knew just through their writings… people who allowed you to enter into their minds through their posts… I am really impressed and I am totally overwhelmed to the extent that I can not find the suitable words which can describe my happiness with this most interesting experience which I had with those fantastic personalities.

It is a day in my life , but it is not like any other day…. It is a very special one …

Let me explain how this day had such distinguished influence on me…
My day started at 5:00 Am when I woke up to get ready …I started to prepare myself , then I decided to check the blogs to see if there are any updates… I went out at 7:00 to the station … The car moved at 8:00 and I arrived at Cairo at 9:30.
The trip was smooth and comfortable ….............. Even the Metro was not crowded and this is something which I did not witness before and I really wished that all the days be like this.

I arrived at Zahraa station and I expected to get lost , but thanks God I made my way to the Mosque and for my luck I found some of the bloggers there. And at this point I can say that the day started.

Persons I met :

Fatima [ Ro7 Alb mama ]
Mano [ My life with mano ]
Mahmoud el doh [ E7na we Homa ]
Hany [ …………….]
Mirra [ Emraa be 3akl Rago ]
Badria [ kalb yanbod bel7ob ]
Emy [ Awtar ]
Stita [ Mosh 3arfa bas nefsy a3raf ]
Appy [ Appy Planet ]
BoBo […………..]
Inas [ Love river Nahr El70b ]
Pasha [ Hagayes ]
Dalia [……………….]
Deyaa [ Beautiful mind ]

Sorry for those whom I forgot…

Persons I could not meet :

Sokara …
I was really shocked when I got to know that she will not be able to come .. I really wished if I could meet her , I feel that both of us got so many things in common ..
I really missed you Sokara … I wish to meet you sooooooooooooooon

Khikha …
I so much wished to meet such wonderful personality.. I wished if she could join us , but unfortunately she could not… I hope I could meet her some other times.

Mr.Ahmed El Sabagh
I wished to get into direct contact with such mentality.
I knew that he came late on that day … of course I could not meet him because I left early due to the fact that I still have a trip back to Ismailia.


Sweet Conversations:

Fatima…. Fatima….Fatima
I love you sweetie … and I loved you more
A lovely personality … So kind hearted… So beautiful … So active… So Cooperative … She received me in a very lovely way… she realized that I know no body so she was always taking the initiation to introduce me to the other bloggers … she has a sweet loving heart … she is very friendly and I wished to stay more with her…
All what I can say is that …. I love you Fatima … and you made my day when you gave me such warm hug.



Badria….
She is so friendly personality… we did not meet before and we did not even visit the blogs of each other , yet she dealt with me as if we are old close friends…
She is a person who penetrates the heart directly… I loved her and I enjoyed talking to her.

Pasha :

An impressive mentality , intellectual and when I was talking with him about books and the recent readings , I got the feeling that I am standing in the middle of a huge library. We had a short conversation about books , I wished if we could continue it.

Mrs. Ghada
Head of the Association.
She is a great personality… I felt that she is totally devoted to her charity work and she is doing it with great love and with a very optimistic mind … she is open minded and has a very strong belief in the role of every body in the whole society.


The beautiful Appy..
We could not talk so much , yet I feel she is a lovely person and I would keep in touch with her … Happy birthday to her , wish her all the very best.

Distinguished discussion:

It is this discussion when we had while watching the movie which show the conditions of people in such poor uneducated communities… it was such discussion which amuse the mind and encourage the soul. We discussed the role of the different classes of society … how could we participate in the development of the poor communities … and the difference between the financial aid and the development process which is strongly represented in awareness and enlightenment.
How would it be so valuable to tell every body in our society that it is not just a matter of allocating a sum of money every month for aids which would help those people , but it is a matter of participating in elevating the level of such poor communities who need not only money , but also need education , awareness , clean places to live , pure water to drink to avoid diseases , work opportunities to be able to get their livings… they need so many things which require a real participation.
We also mentioned the role of the government and how can we force the government to activate their duties which are always neglected ….How should we change the target from finding a temporary aid to creating a permanent solutions for the trouble which face those people every day.
And I so much liked what Mrs.Ghada said when she confirmed that , if we expect any development in our society , then we have to start with those poor uneducated communities… Development starts here.

I was really affected by such discussion which provokes every one of us to participate with every thing we got , not only with money , but again with everything we got … with our time to spread the awareness for the purpose of orienting those people towards the right conducts which would help in pushing away the troubles which they experience together with the diseases which they encounter.

I wish I could meet such people once again and I pray to Allah to help us in being a part of such great works.
May Allah support all those who are ready to give , to share and to do their best in helping others.


After this discussion , the whole group decided to move to some other place and here …the day came to an end for me… as I decided to leave because I wanted to start my trip back home early… I know that I missed a lot by not joining them , yet I am so grateful to Allah that He gave me the opportunity to meet such special personalities whom I wish to meet again.

To all of you …
Thanks for making the day so lovely.

Thanks for giving me the feeling that we are one family.

Thanks for being so friendly.

Thanks for giving me the opportunity to get a new experience.

Thanks for the sweet memories which I will retain in my heart forever.

Thanks for being my colleagues.

Thanks for making the finale of 2009 a very special memory that will accompany us all along 2010.

And Finally thanks for giving me [ December 11 ] A day in my history.

U.S.A got the black " September 11 " and I got the sweet

" December 11 "… Now You see the difference.

Yours
Baskouta.

If I were .......!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I were a PEN , I would write my name in your heart.
If I were a BIRD , I would fly to you to get a new start.

If I were a ROSE , I would spread along your way.
If I were a WORD , I would be " Please Stay ".

If I were a MORNING BREEZE , I would touch your lips.
If I were a BLESSING ICON , I would follow your steps.

If I were a RAIN DROP , I would remove your strain.
If I were a SMILE , I would kiss away your pain.